Lamentation by a Graveside

 So many words, I left unsaid,

I closed my mind and sulked instead;

And when at last, I breathed each word,

My voice just waned on air, unheard.

So many tears, my eyes withheld,

The anguish, clothed with will not felled;

And when I freed the pains untold,

They drenched your grave ,so numb and cold.

So many faces,sight has skipped,

With it, the chance to see you slipped;

And when I searched for you around,

Alas, you're nowhere to be found.

Now, though beside your grave I weep,

Releasing all the grief I keep;

I languish mournfully in vain,

Because in silence, you remain.

I should have deeply loved you so,

When you were here to feel and know;

I should have fondled or caressed,

While time,from flight was still at rest.